Romancing with books....

Romancing with books is good for both wallet & the soul.It is blessed with the charecterstic feeling of the unconditional love it offers back to its lover.No matter how beautiful or ugly the book is , it always looks enchanting & inevitable to those who dare to love in all conditions.It makes a man to utilize & exercise all his senses & allows him to bargain with fiction correlated to the ground reality.However books are at their best when loved in solitude. Makes one laugh , giggle , cry , frown & many like kinda things.books check ones temperament & builds the same.though the moral of a book never changes. It signifies its consistency ,persistence & self belief of the book.Books improvises & nourishes our confidence, satisfaction & it always offers an evergreen happiness to the one who takes refuge in them.Playing hide & seek may be dangerous as it can lead to many confusions & illusions , so better be loyal to them like the way they are.Books are basic things which nourish growth & success of the human race.......

Voice plant......

All these years i have been planning & dreaming about the best that could have happened to me on this fruitful planet & it has been totally opposite of even the smallest positive thing that happened to me.With the result i haven't been able to quench even the faintest thirst for what i strived for. What has been more interesting and be fooling was the approach that i had adopted. When the going got tougher i started thinking more and more that finally landed me in committing suicide but thinking about the after affects & differences it will make i gave myself a next chance of better attempt,though every time i felt my heart & mind confused , doomed , & sinking but the best part was that i was breathing , i was alive.But what i learn t wasn't important at this point of time.a flower was about to bloom & a wind came and crushed it . I wasn't prepared.Surrendering could had made me look like a coward but at the same time wanted to be a hero but not easily. My dad used to tell me that adversity makes a man . I followed many small regimes in my life with the belief that intelligence lies in the action. Without exploiting my actions & showing eagerness of doing heroic actions in uncomfortable situations, I believed that these actions will inculcate in me the basic virtues of heroism. experiencing all this looked incredible & overwhelming but it too had that parasite of corruption of getting carried away . This parasite changed the whole cell structure.In this modern hi speed even viruses are scanned & deleted . Hope humans too had this kinda anti-virus. I feel, i have seen seen simple things more complexly that actually didn't suited the was life works. But what i was earlier isn't what i am today.This thought really made a substantial affect on what i thought i am . Proudy of not forgetting anything i read, even what i tried to remember retained in me like a flash . But what it seems now is the trash of old memories & nothing new & re creative. it takes a lot to fight even for what you don't have but it takes everything to get back what had been yours. Pain is the smallest thing but what important about it is the test it takes. It checks patience , & basic virtues that makes man, a warrior.It may seem easy & hypothetical to those who didn't suffered but for a man it is a clash where heroes are born & where cowards mourn. Playing beautiful & fair is what is important. Crying in all these situations makes liquid pearls gush down my cheeks. Hope this strategy could have changed the coarse of destiny. I feel i haven't intrigued by the so called destiny. It created many chances , situations where i could have lost myself . I don't know how i came out but i know why i did. Out of no where , out of the darkest nights i witnessed , out of the worst scenarios i faced , i still feel i am blessed with many good things which are worth & what is important is my being here where i can grow more plants & reap fruits in the future.No matter what others call me but what my heart says, vividly fits in my mind.journey all these grave situations undoubtedly were nerve wrecking & gruesome .life is sophisticated when seen through the lens of calamity. It may seem blurred & bending away from normal but it takes infinite passion & dedication where all is crystal clear & magnanimous. thick & thins , evens & odds are a part & parcel of life.Many think life is a struggle through out or may differ but at the same time life is a virtue of being real & healthy. It may taste bitter sometimes & difficult to absorb, but it also has in it the juices of love , warmth , affection & success.

Love flu......

You being mine is the best i feel.
Every moment with you is like a treasure which no one can steal.
The aroma you have is the best i felt so far.
I know it is more than what i feel as everything has some limit some bar.
The eyes you have creates illusion above beautiful.
Bewitching your smile and every part more beautiful and wonderful.
I know defining beauty in you is a task dareful
But i have this way only by which i can let my wishes fulfill.
Every time i think about you and always a new emotion takes birth.
No part is obedient to me now but for you my heart is worth.
The control of my heart changed by the time i saw you.
Thanks to my eruditely romantic friends who told me i have caught love flu.
You are the cure to this viral disease of mine.
So it is the time for you to cross the inbetween line.
Then only we can be immortal.
Else we all know man is mortal....

Unexpressed....

Beautiful sayings and beautiful songs
Who knows how much it longs?
As i never could explain the beauty in you.
But i know this affinity for you is more than a clue.
By the time i saw you , i felt what earlier was unfelt.
you created illusions and confusions which i hardly dealt
The spark in your eyes showed me a new light
My controlled breaths turned uncontrolled though i held them tight
I am slowly getting the fact that GOD is in real.
You are the cure to my wounds and only you can let them heal.
Your every look and every pose makes me go mad.
Something unusual is happening near my heart which earlier never had been
I want to love you like nothing is left in this universe.
I want to chant your name as a saint like a holy verse

Effort ....the real mean

Life always came to me like an arrow head.
I wanted to walk on roses but it always was a thorny bed.
Some made blood ooze out and some went in vain.
Not a single minute of relief it always was pain.
Sometimes i feel my heart will rebel one day
Though i know it will be painful as one or the other way.
But i know i am an extemist mettle.
I know pain is temporary this all will one day settle.
Confusions of world are more interesting than nerve wrecking.
Time changes , don’t get befooled by the cloks’s constant ticking.
It has magic unexplored in it.
Explore it , you will love it then bit by bit.
Don’t worry about the fruit it bears for you.
It will itself make you taste what actually is due to you.
Winning is not everything but effort is the real life’s mean.
Keep on trying you will see what earlier was unseen.

An inward journey...

Every word i utter is actually the reward of my pain
But with time i found it totally insane
This superimposed habit made me sluggish and faint
My talents are about to fade away which again am trying to ameliorate.
I feel i was in the worst of my nightmare
No body hlping me out and even i colundn't dare
Nothing seemed moving , everything looked static
My dreams had started decaying as story was turning dramatic
Time was to hold the nerves tight.
As i started to get ready for a new fight.
I started dreaming big again.
As new ideologies were shaking my brain
I felt that refulgent light and hope
I started climbing this barrier rope by rope
I finally reached what we call is destiny
I found nothing more than real me....

Beauty within....

June 30, 2010 / abhishekthathoo
.Dil kis bagas manzz chukh tchae foalmutt
Shukr taemsund yaem yee posh chu loagmutt
Yamess vuchnae saeth tchae choon lool tchlaan
Yus lolukk choong oss tschaet gasaan su tshee waenye prazlaan.
Choall myae chaenae saethe yae andkaray
Faer yath paejjae jigruss vae vareyy
Zapaan gaasiv naav taemsund dohass tae ratass
Aday gasee apujj kamm yath samsaras
Aday tschae dilluk (dil-u-k) soaz banaan
Atee tchnae pazruss nish soe jahnn dalaan
Tchae yae duniyaah soey paeruen
Yaethe poaz tchae apjuss manz sarunn….